MY JOURNEY IN NPCC (:

Back to blogging, i dun know why hahah, maybe cos i was influnce by yan ning (:

so yes,i'm gonna talk abt my journey in YTNP (:

so apparently when i was posted to NPCC(my second choice) i was rather angry and upset.
Firstly,i was way so lonely as i was the only girl from my class back then.
secondly, theres not a single face,i'm familiar to.
so basically this makes me really hate it so much, but i did still went for training etc.
but there was this one training, i met this girl hahaha she was hui xin.
our convo
me:ur bottle?
hui xin:yup
me: *pass to her*
hui xin:*smile*
HAHAHAH cute right, and then we became
friend -> good friend-> best friend-> now sister!
then follow by qihua, hahaha i didnt really have any idea how i know her but yea hahaha!
so as training goes i was just a follower hahaha, so when i was appointed the Squad IC i was real scare cos i have never lead anyone, but then this was really a good opportunity, else i wouldnt be who i am today.
as times goes we went for sec1 camp,knew more squadmates ^^
AND BAMMMM HERE COME SEC2S, so there were many acitvities, like NCOC, NPAP etc hahaha!
i didnt participate in NPAP but i went for de preview. haha!so nth much to say

NCOC was the most memorable camp i would say.in my entire life, NCOC really made me grew,think and decide.right at the start of the camp i have a goal, my goal was 'just survive pls,i wish for nth else' because i was too afraid of the camp hahaha!
but then the officers really screw us up, when we made mistake etc, and then they scolded us, rahimi sir's motivational speech all, and my goal changed. it became ' wat u wan,work for it' hahaah.
then also ATC hahah! good old memories and also friendship!

sec3
was really bad start doesnt want to mention why.hahahah, but at that point of time, i was really really low and i lost passion amd motivation, however, mr quek, mr lin, danielle,agnes and zhongquan motivates me on and stood by my side supporting me i was really grateful to them, especially danielle, she made me feel motivates and made me worked really hard for wat i wan,and wat i wan in de future (: thank you danielle ♡♥
so yea was the unit adjuntant but it doesnt matters, because afterall post doesnt mean much.
went thru so much things like stresss etc.
when we officially took over, we were of cos quite lost, so yea, thru these journey as NCOs i learnt many things i had never understand when i was a cadet.
1) responsibility of the younger ones
2) the importance of NCO
3) most impt the feelong of being a NCO.

when i was a cadet,i doesnt really care abt the younger ones, but when i became NCO, i was really worried for my cadet,especially one time when i went for NPAP preview 2013 i was really worried for my cadet that they would fall out, but luckily they didnt
2&3 When we were a cadet, NCOs seems to be like some scary seniors scolsing us, torturing us,butttttttttt when i became a NCO i finally feel it, when we scold cadets is for their own good and finding unecessary problems.i feel that NCO  is impt to them, becauae NCO leads them and guide them to the correct path,just like how our seniors taught us.

sec4
of cos the dreading year and a long year...
the year where i habe to say goodbye to NPCC,but no worries i will be back as instructor if i can (:
but yea so i have already stand down from cca really many mixed feelings,but no matter how,we have gone thru many things we hasnt gone thru with any other ppl like NCOC.
so yea i'm proud of my achievement, who i am now ^^
thanks to YTNP, a family that is always there, welcoming you back no matter how long u step down (:
♡♥♡♥YTNP IS DE BEST ♥♡♥♡