They wipe away my tears ♥

wanted to post this as my first post(on thu)but then on fri we are going out as a clique so i waited till today (;
hahaha so basically today,i am gonna dedicate this post to my 大便 clique + marcus! hahaha!

remember how close we were in sec1, suddenly we all broke up into different clique, then we patch back, but when sec2, i drifted away from all of them due to many reasons..sec3 also, but then awhile later i clique back with yan ning and bernice haha, then after many incidents we all suddenly became closer than how we were in sec1! and then de friendship develop till now^^
Recently , i had many problems.just too much,and then remember when i'm really troubled,i when to tell them,they gave me really good advice, also they encourages me to carry on! really glad to have them back in my life (: reallly, i remember crying on tue, and thank god yan ning, bernice and nigel was still around in northpoint and i broke down in front of them, and they comfort me and wipe away my tears telling me'dun cry le,we are here' i really appreciate what they did for me(: then we had dinner together, and sry yan ning, i had to make u eat one more bowl of noodles to as to ensure that i wont feel left out(: thanks^^
i'm really grateful that they were there else i dunno wat i will do..

then last nite went SSC with le clique to makan dinner, then we had h2h talk session hahaja, practically trying to expose and disturb one anothers' crush.really meaningful nite spent with them ^^ HAHAHAHA!

yan ning, thank you for being there for me for all these years!i remember sec3 hahah, the cold shoulder u gave me,hahaha but now we are all so closeeeeeee!!^^ telling each other stuffs and all ^^
recently,u have been rather trouble,but no worry,i'm still here like how u were there for me!we will help u gain back ur heart feelings okay!!(; 一步一步慢慢来(:

bernice,thank you for being there for me too!we had never became so close though we same school for nearly 10years!hahaha, but we became really close already ^^ yayyyy, so no regrets^^ hahahah,also same thing, i'll be here for u too^^

ying rui,thanks for being here too for me!hahahah, glad that we became close after nearly 10years of schooling hahaha! and now that we are table buddies!hahaha but can dun be so smart hahaha!u know its soooooo stresss to sit beside u!hahahaha ur studies is so good! please take good care of ur younger sister okay!

'They wipe away tears that i cry.The good and the bad times,we've been through them all.you make me rise when i fall'

may our friendship continue to last (':

MY JOURNEY IN NPCC (:

Back to blogging, i dun know why hahah, maybe cos i was influnce by yan ning (:

so yes,i'm gonna talk abt my journey in YTNP (:

so apparently when i was posted to NPCC(my second choice) i was rather angry and upset.
Firstly,i was way so lonely as i was the only girl from my class back then.
secondly, theres not a single face,i'm familiar to.
so basically this makes me really hate it so much, but i did still went for training etc.
but there was this one training, i met this girl hahaha she was hui xin.
our convo
me:ur bottle?
hui xin:yup
me: *pass to her*
hui xin:*smile*
HAHAHAH cute right, and then we became
friend -> good friend-> best friend-> now sister!
then follow by qihua, hahaha i didnt really have any idea how i know her but yea hahaha!
so as training goes i was just a follower hahaha, so when i was appointed the Squad IC i was real scare cos i have never lead anyone, but then this was really a good opportunity, else i wouldnt be who i am today.
as times goes we went for sec1 camp,knew more squadmates ^^
AND BAMMMM HERE COME SEC2S, so there were many acitvities, like NCOC, NPAP etc hahaha!
i didnt participate in NPAP but i went for de preview. haha!so nth much to say

NCOC was the most memorable camp i would say.in my entire life, NCOC really made me grew,think and decide.right at the start of the camp i have a goal, my goal was 'just survive pls,i wish for nth else' because i was too afraid of the camp hahaha!
but then the officers really screw us up, when we made mistake etc, and then they scolded us, rahimi sir's motivational speech all, and my goal changed. it became ' wat u wan,work for it' hahaah.
then also ATC hahah! good old memories and also friendship!

sec3
was really bad start doesnt want to mention why.hahahah, but at that point of time, i was really really low and i lost passion amd motivation, however, mr quek, mr lin, danielle,agnes and zhongquan motivates me on and stood by my side supporting me i was really grateful to them, especially danielle, she made me feel motivates and made me worked really hard for wat i wan,and wat i wan in de future (: thank you danielle ♡♥
so yea was the unit adjuntant but it doesnt matters, because afterall post doesnt mean much.
went thru so much things like stresss etc.
when we officially took over, we were of cos quite lost, so yea, thru these journey as NCOs i learnt many things i had never understand when i was a cadet.
1) responsibility of the younger ones
2) the importance of NCO
3) most impt the feelong of being a NCO.

when i was a cadet,i doesnt really care abt the younger ones, but when i became NCO, i was really worried for my cadet,especially one time when i went for NPAP preview 2013 i was really worried for my cadet that they would fall out, but luckily they didnt
2&3 When we were a cadet, NCOs seems to be like some scary seniors scolsing us, torturing us,butttttttttt when i became a NCO i finally feel it, when we scold cadets is for their own good and finding unecessary problems.i feel that NCO  is impt to them, becauae NCO leads them and guide them to the correct path,just like how our seniors taught us.

sec4
of cos the dreading year and a long year...
the year where i habe to say goodbye to NPCC,but no worries i will be back as instructor if i can (:
but yea so i have already stand down from cca really many mixed feelings,but no matter how,we have gone thru many things we hasnt gone thru with any other ppl like NCOC.
so yea i'm proud of my achievement, who i am now ^^
thanks to YTNP, a family that is always there, welcoming you back no matter how long u step down (:
♡♥♡♥YTNP IS DE BEST ♥♡♥♡